So now I think I understand...

[InkedMuttley]

If she was talking about dating no matter what or how long the previous relationship she is ready for one

Also the fact you were stargazing by a castle at the time would suggest she may think the same as you

And I think that was the good time to say something

Have I lost my chance again or is it retrievable...was a pretty epic night, the moon, a full sky of stars on an unlit country road with nothing but the cool breeze and each other for company with a shitload of shooting stars littering the sky for added effect, we both wished. My wish was that she would make a move, never happened. I kinda did get a little bit of courage until we had an unexpected moment she said something and we looked at each other, heads touching I thought to myself "Right this is it, time to shine" but I couldn't summon enough courage to just go in for the kill...I fear I'm fighting a losing battle with my own low self-esteem and should stop even trying...