Tom's TDCi Titanium X...

[procta]

I know it should be, but I'm not feeling it, shouldn't I be feeling something?

Also, on my own is much easier than it would be with someone else lol.  I found the drive back really comfortable/relaxing tbh even though it was a long one, just settled down, reclined the seat a bit, turned the radio up and cruised back...  Was nice!  Wish I could do it more often tbh.

there you go! you have said it your self! sitting in traffic, just stay settled, and relaxed and let things move on.
listen to the radio will do away with the mental problems.