18-12-2012, 05:57 AM
You all by now should know about my recently being taken for a c*nt by the thing which caused me to post so many posts asking for advice (N**mi). And if you don't you should proceed in taking your left hand and placing it on the back of one's head and smashing your head into your keyboard several times whilst imagining me.
But seriously due to a painkiller induced thought session (it turns out that there is a 99.9% chance that my knee pains of late are actually arthritis...total f*cking shitter!) I have been sat here comparing females, I know I shouldn't!
I have come to the conclusion that although when I was with N**mi (from this point read *IT*) I was happy for a few hours etc then I'd get home, sit there and think of *IT* and get myself into a state where I was that depressed I'd sit and wonder about how I could move on, does she feel the same way about me as I do her etc, which 9 times out of 10 resulted in me boring the shit out of you asking for advice on what to do next.
Now since Soapy Sophie has come back onto the scene and gave *IT* a thorough telling off I've been hanging around with her a lot more (Soapy that is!) and I have discovered that while I was with *IT* my happiness was only short lived. When I come back from Soapy's I'm still happy hours after...I've actually started waking up with a smile on my face now which is something I haven't done for a long time. I'm not looking at Soapy as relationship material or anything else for that matter at the minute she is just a friend...A friend whom I forgot just how much I treasure!
It's amazing just what cutting the ties with what you thought was your only form of happiness can do!
Another thing about the two of them:
Naomi seems to think that she's the one who always bails me out etc, picks up the pieces that others leave behind and all the rest. She never once dipped her hand in her pockets to buy me a coffee or anything it was all take, take, take. Despite everything I had helped her out with or bought for her.
Soapy says the same thing, except she has actually done that and she's also helped me out of a huge pickle the last few days. She is even willing to pay for my fuel to get there just so she gets to spend time with me, when I was without a car she arranged for people to pick me up so she could see me.
All in all I'm actually happy so from here on in you will no longer see depressing posts (You may breathe a sigh of relief, just a small one, mind!)
Actually looking forward to going travelling in the next year with Soapy. If nothing happens, nothing happens I'm not expecting anything so anything more is a dream come true, if it doesn't happen then I'm still going to have an epic few months if not longer with what can only be described as a friend that truly is 1 in a billion.
Opinions:
A} Naomi
B} Soapy
Which would you prefer?
But seriously due to a painkiller induced thought session (it turns out that there is a 99.9% chance that my knee pains of late are actually arthritis...total f*cking shitter!) I have been sat here comparing females, I know I shouldn't!
I have come to the conclusion that although when I was with N**mi (from this point read *IT*) I was happy for a few hours etc then I'd get home, sit there and think of *IT* and get myself into a state where I was that depressed I'd sit and wonder about how I could move on, does she feel the same way about me as I do her etc, which 9 times out of 10 resulted in me boring the shit out of you asking for advice on what to do next.
Now since Soapy Sophie has come back onto the scene and gave *IT* a thorough telling off I've been hanging around with her a lot more (Soapy that is!) and I have discovered that while I was with *IT* my happiness was only short lived. When I come back from Soapy's I'm still happy hours after...I've actually started waking up with a smile on my face now which is something I haven't done for a long time. I'm not looking at Soapy as relationship material or anything else for that matter at the minute she is just a friend...A friend whom I forgot just how much I treasure!
It's amazing just what cutting the ties with what you thought was your only form of happiness can do!
Another thing about the two of them:
Naomi seems to think that she's the one who always bails me out etc, picks up the pieces that others leave behind and all the rest. She never once dipped her hand in her pockets to buy me a coffee or anything it was all take, take, take. Despite everything I had helped her out with or bought for her.
Soapy says the same thing, except she has actually done that and she's also helped me out of a huge pickle the last few days. She is even willing to pay for my fuel to get there just so she gets to spend time with me, when I was without a car she arranged for people to pick me up so she could see me.
All in all I'm actually happy so from here on in you will no longer see depressing posts (You may breathe a sigh of relief, just a small one, mind!)
Actually looking forward to going travelling in the next year with Soapy. If nothing happens, nothing happens I'm not expecting anything so anything more is a dream come true, if it doesn't happen then I'm still going to have an epic few months if not longer with what can only be described as a friend that truly is 1 in a billion.
Opinions:
A} Naomi
B} Soapy
Which would you prefer?
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