Job Hunt and Health Issues

[swampy]

So I've been to the Job Centre to claim JSA today...definitely the worst idea I've had and a huge waste of time and bog roll.

After being sent to the wrong building, so arriving at the correct one late and still having to wait, we quickly realised than I'm completely f*cking useless and incapable and shouldn't have been applying for JSA, yet I said several times 'don't bother then, it's wasting both our time' but they insisted we finished it, running over making other people late as well.

The terms I have to meet now are - going to the doctors for diagnosis, a 3 hour group meeting next week and an extra one on one meeting tagged onto that.  

Never gonna happen.  

Need to vent...  FFFFFFUUUUUUUUCCCCCCKKKKK.

That's better.


I don't even care about the money, I genuinely thought they'd have been able to help and advise where I've now hit a brick wall.


tom, we haven't met or spoke much but I have read numerous threads by you and it comes over( and don't take this the wrong way)but that you want everything and nothing at the same time.
these people you speak to can help you but YOU have to want them too help you they can't do it all for you.
my partner has severe IBS ( amongst other things) but she copes with it, she works full time aswell
every job suggestion any one has put in this thread you have a lame excuse for
go to the doctor do what they ask , complete the course of therapy if your still no better then you can dismiss it but the people advising you on this have a lot of experiance and qualifications in what they do
you are going to get no where in life if you dont take the bull by the horns give yourself a slap around the face and take on board the advice your given and the help they are offering 
don't just go one once and say it's no help complete the course