Phobias?

[Matt]

Tbh the insomnia side of things are slowly getting sorted. I met someone a couple of weeks back who is similar. We both talk about our experiences. Give each other advice and stuff. Like if I can't sleep she normally stays up with me to exhaust my Brain into giving up. Will talk on the phone when I smoke at night when everyone else is asleep so I can smoke and not feel paraniod.
Tbh shes such a good mate now, and the insomnia is easing off. I think all my problems in my head are just telling me to do one.
I don't usually sleep till at least 4am and then back up at 6.30 to get ready for work. But there has been a couple of nights where I have managed a two o'clock sleep. And it's down to this girl talking to me about my problems.


I've never really talked much about this too anyone, only one person I can think of. Haven't even told the misses:/ haha

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f*ck me you lot are f*cked up ha ha, so I take it most of you wouldn't go walking in the woods late at night with a beer and a tomatoe?

I could, but I'd have to have a big ass dog and a baseball bat lol