05-12-2012, 08:06 AM
Gonna be difficult as I don't have a laptop lol. But no I couldn't let her read this thread.
I want to .write a letter though but everytime I try it just sounds ridiculous. I guess I don't want to make stuff any more awkward, and I don't like bothering people and being a nuisance.
I'm definitely not going with my mum to the docs, its embarrasing enough without her making things worse! She dragged me to the dentist last year and told everybody there how pathetic and stupid I was, I dunno if she thinks that's gonna help anything, but it doesn't, she's part of the bloody reason I haven't been back since. And as for contemplating suicide, its nothing new, even back in year 9 I was thinking about it, especially when we went to an awful wedding where my issues were just getting bad and I didn't know what was wrong with me at the time. It was near beachy head as well, anyway I said about it then and got told to 'grow up and stop being daft', I guess she thought I'd grow out of.it, as did I. This is starting to make my mum look bad though, and apart from being a complete control freak she's not that bad, just can't understand things or listen properly.
Honestly, ladies are the least of my issues right now, I've never had a girlfriend and you can't miss something you've never had lol.
I want to .write a letter though but everytime I try it just sounds ridiculous. I guess I don't want to make stuff any more awkward, and I don't like bothering people and being a nuisance.
I'm definitely not going with my mum to the docs, its embarrasing enough without her making things worse! She dragged me to the dentist last year and told everybody there how pathetic and stupid I was, I dunno if she thinks that's gonna help anything, but it doesn't, she's part of the bloody reason I haven't been back since. And as for contemplating suicide, its nothing new, even back in year 9 I was thinking about it, especially when we went to an awful wedding where my issues were just getting bad and I didn't know what was wrong with me at the time. It was near beachy head as well, anyway I said about it then and got told to 'grow up and stop being daft', I guess she thought I'd grow out of.it, as did I. This is starting to make my mum look bad though, and apart from being a complete control freak she's not that bad, just can't understand things or listen properly.
Honestly, ladies are the least of my issues right now, I've never had a girlfriend and you can't miss something you've never had lol.