There Must be More Than Just 306's and Golf's?????

[C.A.R.]

Tom you have a lot of issues that an internet forum can only help with to an extent.

I worked for a bloke once with similar conditions you have, he owned his own toy shop and worked mostly out the back; he was a social recluse. He changed all this by his mid-30s but in my opinion (and I'm sure you'll agree) this was too late to address it.

Sort out your problems or seek help soon or you'll literally piss the best years of your life away.